9/11

paddy and i are watching cnn's pipeline coverage of 9/11 in realtime. surreal. same thing w/ watching united 93 the other night. makes 5 years seem like a lifetime ago, and just like yesterday. i remember so much of that day, the most momentous of my lifetime, i suppose. i remember listening to imus describe the chaos as i drove home from hebrew class, then just wanting renee' to be out of boston and @ home. i remember trying to make sense of what happened w/ jeremy and april and our youth group from fbc in marblehead, and the memorial service @ seaside park. i couldn't make sense of it then, and i struggle w/ it even now. nothing else to say today; just felt like saying something.